Disorder In The Bed

That was a rainy night,
and I couldn't sleep.
the feeling that didn't make me wonder,
the event that didn't make sense to me.
I was lying on my bed,
I was watching the ceiling.
that wasn't the first time,
and wouldn't be the last time,
that I feel, there is someone in me,
who never lets me sleep.
if my eyes are closed, don't believe this scene.
this isn't my body that sleeps so well.