The Cashier

February 15
A million stars glow in the night, all my neighbours sleep,
and i'm going shopping, i'm walking, at 00:34 am.
nobody knows why i decided to go shopping late at night.
when i desired to see her once again, i picked up the phone,
and dialled her number,...
she was there. she said everything is ready for our visit.
i'm wearing my overcoat, i'm so happy, tired & wishful.
i only think about her and her weaked voice.

February 2nd
when i arrived the store, she was sitting lonely behind the cash,
and smoked her cigar. queitly, with no expectance in her eyes.
i said: "hey !" and she turned back and said: "hey dad ! where the hell were you?

Leaving Home And Every Bad Dreams I Had !

leaving home is an emotional event,
something very beautiful, unexplainable,
amazing & unforgettable.
all your family members want to hug you,
but you can't forget your damaged past
and you can't show what are your reasons to leave.
you just want to leave yourself, leave everything you did,
everything they did & every bad dreams you had,
in your place of birth.
yes my dearest, this is what i learn from a damaged,
& insane family.
i will not go, i stay here and try to forget,
all those sweetest moments i had...