گیر افتاده در پیچ بلند

در تمام این لحظات (کاش فقط همین لحظات)؛
و در تمامی روزهایی که آمد و من شادمان در آن غوطه ور بودم؛
کاش می دانستم که چنین چیزی را خواهم دید.0
(تهران؛ دی 1386)

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آه عزیز من؛
این ماشین دیگر روشن نخواهد شد.0
این جسم فیزیکی دیگر به سوی تو نخواهد آمد.0
مرا اینگونه نگاه نکن؛
هیزم وقتی خیس باشد دود خواهد کرد؛
این ماشین دیگر روشن نخواهد شد و من در این جاده گیر افتاده ام.0
تو به حرکت خودت ادامه بده.0
تو را در جایی دیگر خواهم دید.0

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گاه ساکت و گاه ساکت تر از آنچه بودم؛
به خیابان بلند روبرویم خیره می شدم؛
به انتهایش؛ به جایی که به آن پیچ و آن چراغ ختم میشود.0
سکوت آخر پاییز؛ زمین خیس؛
تنها؛
گاه؛
با صدای بلند؛
آواز می خواندم؛
در سکوت آخر پاییز؛ روی زمین خیس؛
خیره به انتهای خیابان؛
در آن پیچ بلند.0

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از آنجا که ایستاده ای؛
همه را میبینی؛
جز من را؛
و من از جایی که نشسته ام؛
هیچکس را نمی بینم؛
جز تو را.0

پاییز و آنهمه سرد؟

The Cashier

February 15
A million stars glow in the night, all my neighbours sleep,
and i'm going shopping, i'm walking, at 00:34 am.
nobody knows why i decided to go shopping late at night.
when i desired to see her once again, i picked up the phone,
and dialled her number,...
she was there. she said everything is ready for our visit.
i'm wearing my overcoat, i'm so happy, tired & wishful.
i only think about her and her weaked voice.

February 2nd
when i arrived the store, she was sitting lonely behind the cash,
and smoked her cigar. queitly, with no expectance in her eyes.
i said: "hey !" and she turned back and said: "hey dad ! where the hell were you?

When I Say It One Thousand Times !

Always i remember the moments,
the moments when i was with you, in the city of lights,
between the laughters, murderers and friends.
i just wanted to know why i was in there,
and why i always desired to be with you,
and why there was only me,
why i appeared in your way, my brother.
hell yes...i lose them all, there is not justice for me,
and i adore the moments, when i say these words,
one thousand times...
...I'm the second and you are still the first...
you're still the one !

Eiffel Lies In Parking !

"Arash gimme that pencil..."
"that's very nice boy."
"heh, yes ! Eiffel tower in..."
"...in parking !"
"yessss !"
"just imagine it."

phone rings

5 minutes later
"how should i draw that fuckin arc ?"
"mmm ! from inside, from here ...to here !"
"maybe, we should check it from Google Earth !"
"yeeeaaaahh !"

...and nobody ever imagines that Eiffel Tower was under re-construction, somewhere in Parking...