قبل از اینکه نور بتابد؛
بر روی این تخت؛ که گاه خالی ست؛
بر روی صورت و آن لبخند تلخت که آزار نمی دهد؛
بر من که نه تو را و نه نور را می بینم.0
این نور اتاقت را زرد می کند.0
و تو نیز زرد میشوی؛
در این بهار.0
قبل از نور؛ بعد از تاریکی؛
بین همه زمانهایی که دیر رسیدم؛
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فقط بی اعتنا به اولین تابش نور خیره می ماندم؛
به زردی تو؛
به لبخندم که گاه تلخ است؛
به مردی که رو به احتضار می رود؛
قبل از اینکه نور بتابد.0
I remember my childhood's playmate, when we were so young, so pure, when we played on the backstreet park, on the dusty ground. all days long we were waiting for our daddies to come, to steal his money, to spent our time with gum & gun, all those days are gone. but this is not what we wanted, this is not what we desired to have, O' my sweet friend, i'm so sad, you aren't here and you'll never know, how much i feel loneliness.
vision no 1 : Despoliation
all those birds, despoiled.
those sick cats couldn't stay.
until the darkness of night comes,
they will disappear in the trash of the city.
traitors sleep comfortably.
vision no 2: Cracks Of The Stone
i don't know !
do you know ?
how to learn a child about how we can plan a perfect suicide,
to end our life.
and how is the way of telling the children
"why he commited suicide, because of his meeting with the day,
but that shiny sun stuck behind the mountains"
i don't know !
do you know ?
vision no 3 : Story Of My Friend, About How He Died
i can remember his birth,
in a crowded place,
when i lost myself.
when he had a smile on his face,
and didn't think about why he couldn't see me.
he said hello to the world and came out from my head.
that was in the beginning of the night.
and now i don't know what was the time,
when he died, when he passed away,
without any goodbye, without any farewell.
this is the way how i feel loneliness,
did he think we should be closer ?